jiwa sensitip....

konfius btol..npe ntah lately cpt btol trse ati..
xske..xske..xske..
mgu ni..npe ntah sume org nk marah sha..sha da wat yg terbaik..
but diorg sume xnk bgi cooperation..
ble laz mnute,sume nk tunding jari kat sha..bencinye!!!!
siyes..mlm ni sha rse air mata sha nk tumpah ble fkir hal ni..
byk keje..but diorg amik xendah je..
sha xnk kesilapan tym sem 1 sha wat lgi..
sha nk wat yg the bez utk sem 2 ni..
npe diorg xpham??npe??


tolonggggg..sha da rse xtertanggung tuk sume ni..
Allah..tlg sha.....
tlg....sha xmpu nk hadapi sume ni...
tertekan dgn org sekeliling sha..
stiap ari nk hadapi situasi yg sme..
rse xmpu nk hadapi sume ni..
first tym dlm hdup sha,sha di blame n di marah dgn kawan sndiri..
dpan org ramai..pdahal bkan slh sha..
slah diorg..sha da ckp awl2..sha da agk bnda ni akn berlaku..
tpi diorg ni degil..
tau nk marah je..
npe diorg xde rse nk jge perasaan org len??
npe??
demi nk jge perasaan 'dia',sha syap je..
wat mke xde perasaan but dlm ati,luka nye dlm..
cmne nk hdapi lgi 4 bulan?
ya Allah,berilah aku kekuatan..
maafkan aku ya Allah..tpi sha btol2 rse marah..but xterluah je..


sha benci ble org kte bersabar kat sha tdi..
nk sabar brape lme lgi??
bnda ni ade kaitan ngn hdup sha..
kesan jgka pnjg..
sha da cbe bersabar..tpi ni da thp max..
sbar mnusia ade had..
sha bukan nabi..
sha bukan mnusia yg xde perasaan..
sha mnusia bese....




2 comments:

  1. after the rain, the rainbow will comes.. nk sbr bkn mudah, tp kalo dpt sbr, bsr gnjarannye.. ;)

    ap2 pn, cheer up! dun let them wt awk down.. i suggest u tell them y u wnt to do ur best, for ur future and u need their cooperation.. okay? jgn simpan..

    best of luck for ur future endeavour.. XD

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  2. insyaallah ifa..
    i will do my bez..
    =)

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